Insecurity

I’ve gotten good at the self-talk:

It’s not me! It’s the job, it’s the illness, it’s the distance.

But what if it is me? What if I’m the problem? How would I know?

Would anyone be truthful enough to tell me?

Oh, I get the “It’s not you, it’s me!” line.

Heck, I give the “It’s not me, it’s you!” line.

I’m just not sure I believe it.

Is it me?

Or do I just need to go practice my self-talk some more?