Lying to You

If I lie to you now - 
how long will it be before I believe it myself?
A day -
A week -
A month?
Will it last?
Will I be able to lie to the others, too?
Will they believe me -
Or will they be able to tell
By the look on my face
Or the way I hold my body
Or the things I say
And don't say.
Will they know I'm still in love with you -
even if I have to lie to myself -
the way I know you are lying, too.
Lying to me.
Lying to you.